Tick Tock Tick…..



I am suspended
Not able to float, not able to walk
Neither able to breathe nor suffocate.
Why should I love?
Why should I hate?
Like or dislike these ropes of life.
Life just changes without warning
When everything seems fast
I get left behind.
Or is everything too fast?
Or am I stuck in time?
Neither able to judge nor able to decide.
Drifting in this state of question
I gasp for breath
But frozen is time
With everything set in motion.
Caught between time
I feel the emptiness
Defying logic or rules
Heaviness pours.
Monotony seems too rigid
And changes are too vivid
Somewhere I lie
Between these two horizons
Neither happy nor sad
Neither dead nor alive
Where am I caught?
Some where in time?